The End Is The Beginning

Talking in my sleep, I fight against myself, And I just don't know why, I wonder, What it is, That makes me feel alright, I'm waiting for the one, That's going to make my life I try to ... Because in my dreams I'm ..., I leave ... before ... Is going to make my life I'm trying to forget, The fact that it's a dream, I'm saying to myself, That even dreams are real That even dreams are real That even dreams are real Don't wake me up, Don't let me go, 'Cause all I need, And all I see is you Don't wake me up, Don't let me go, 'Cause all I ever dream about is you Don't wake me up, Don't let me go, 'Cause all I need, And all I see is you Don't wake me up, Don't let me go, 'Cause all I need, And all I see is you Don't wake me up, Don't let me go, 'Cause all I ever dream about is you All I need, and all I see is you, Because all I need, and all I see is you, And all I ever dream about is you

Every time I think of you I get a shot right through Into a bolt of blue It's no problem of mine But it's a problem I find Living the life that I can't leave behind There's no sense in telling me The wisdom of a fool won't set you free But that's the way that it goes And it's what nobody knows And every day my confusion grows Every time I see you falling I get down on my knees and pray I'm waiting for the final moment You say the words that I can't say I feel fine and I feel good I feel like I never should Whenever I get this way I just don't know what to say Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday? I'm not sure what this could mean I don't think you're what you seem I do admit to myself That if I hurt someone else Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be Every time I see you falling I get down on my knees and pray I'm waiting for the final moment You'll say the words that I can't say Every time...

You say you gotta go and find yourself You say that you're becoming someone else Don't recognize the face in the mirror Looking back at you You say you're leaving As you look away I know there's really nothing left to say Just know I'm here Whenever you need me I'll wait for you So I'll let you go I'll set you free And when you see What you need to see When you find you Come back to me Take your time I won't go anywhere Picture you with the wind in your hair I’ll keep your things Right where you left them I’ll be here for you Oh and I'll let you go I'll set you free And when you see What you need to see When you find you Come back to me And I hope you find Everything that you need I’ll be right here waiting to see You find you Come back to me I can't get close If your not there I can't get inside If there’s no soul to bear I can't fix you I can't save you It’s something You have to do So I'll let you go I'll set you fr...

It was a toxic relationship in many ways and by now, others would have move on... it's just me. My true love was ended not so long ago, where the relationship had a lot of happenings during the last few months, mostly because someone else was also involved... we ended up not even being friends at all. I don't know if it is because I had never forget about her or whatsoever, but I have no more confidence in any relationships or chances stumped upon me. Every time, when I decide I should give myself a new chance into a relationship, I end up remembering that wound, only to realize that it has never been healed ... The pain in the heart, is just like a dagger stabbed into it, ripping it apart, yet no matter how you scream or shout for help, it is of no use because you know very well that the other party that stabbed you doesn't really cares and feels this pain of yours. I am someone who can endure pain from cuts or injury, even sickness when it struck on me, but I think this i...