That Old Wound

It was a toxic relationship in many ways and by now, others would have move on... it's just me. My true love was ended not so long ago, where the relationship had a lot of happenings during the last few months, mostly because someone else was also involved... we ended up not even being friends at all. I don't know if it is because I had never forget about her or whatsoever, but I have no more confidence in any relationships or chances stumped upon me.

Every time, when I decide I should give myself a new chance into a relationship, I end up remembering that wound, only to realize that it has never been healed... The pain in the heart, is just like a dagger stabbed into it, ripping it apart, yet no matter how you scream or shout for help, it is of no use because you know very well that the other party that stabbed you doesn't really cares and feels this pain of yours.

I am someone who can endure pain from cuts or injury, even sickness when it struck on me, but I think this is the only pain I can never be able to endure at all. The passage of time just makes the hurt less because you get so used to living without that which was taken away. If that is how time is said to heal then yes, time heals all wounds... if we only wait long enough. Question is... do I have still left time enough to heal?.

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