The End Is The Beginning

I hear your tender voice Calling my name into the night A sad chant that reaches My heart, my soul, Nothing but a memory. I fell into your shadows, Loving you beyond reason, Surrounded By your unquenchable desire, Possessed By the darkness in your eyes, Consumed by your lust. Tonight, you're away But in my heart I know, If , and only if, If everything Had not been taken away from me, If the sun of your soul Had not been snatched from my horizon, I would have asked you to stay...

Today I was reminded of you Taken back to a special place in time And as I thought of you A certain sort of sadness filled my heart. The kind of sadness that comes From knowing that just one single word Might take you back right to my door. Even though the memories I have from you are beautiful And thinking back on them Fills my heart with joy My eyes also swell with tears Because we are so far apart. There's so much sadness Behind everything that you are Your steps, are so lonely now And you try to hide all of it With a that sweet smile of yours. I miss you so very much...

I wonder if she remembers me Or if I’m just a memory, I wonder if she thinks of us Or if she finds it useless, I wonder how things would be If she had never broke the spell, I wonder how she is And if I’m still a love of her. I think about her everyday And wonder if she’s okay, I think about how happy we were And the memories make the tears stir, I think about the plans we made While we were laying in the shade. I think about all we said And the lives we lead, To not know Where to go, To not know where to find A place where she may hide, To not be able to see her face Puts my heart so out of place, To not know when she’s near Is my greatest fear. There’s so much in my head That I wish I’d said, There’s so many missed sayings For my unanswered wishes, There’s only so many ways For me to make it through the days. There’s so little light In my heart tonight. What would I say If given a day, What would happen If I could have her, What joy it would bring To hear her sing, What would I feel ...

Why do I miss you?... It's just part of this feeling Deep down in the back of my head Saying, whispering quitely With that ol' knowing-all voice that I hate Everything seemed too good to be true You were too good to be true Because, you were. I honestly thought you would always be mine And every time I felt the need to see your eyes There was the same need in yours So it seemed everything was just fine. What is it that I miss from you?... I miss every warm, tender hug And every passionate, needful kiss. Why do I miss you?... I can't forget how it felt to be with you To be needed, to be held dear I can't forget all the times we had The good times and the bad When I trusted you, with all my heart. Wish I could trust in you, right now... And just like that ol' voice told me all the time Now that you've torn it everything apart All the nights up late thinking about you Is now time I spend alone, undreaming. I didn't know the nights were so long... Wishing you we...

Sometimes I want to take that picture of my face, that one you will always remember. The one you will think about in a year, in three years, when you realize you have lost more than you had thought you did. That picture must be of my face, because everything else about me, you really never used to care that much about, anyway. But when you look at that picture of my face, you will remember how my eyes couldn’t lie to you. You will remember how my lips couldn’t hurt you. You will remember my voice, whispering softly in your ears to soothe your fears and pain. You will remember how I used to do anything for you, without you or me saying so. You will miss all that, but I think you knew it all along when you had me near, every day. You will see that picture and you will right-click-save into a folder marked with a meaningless name in some other random folder somewhere on your hard drive. In this folder are all the other pictures you believed I had made for you (and you were most likely r...