The End Is The Beginning

I've had enough of danger And people on the streets I'm looking out for angels Just trying to find some peace Now I think it's time That you let me know So if you love me Say you love me But if you don't just let me go... 'Cos teacher There are things that I don't want to learn And the last one I had Made me cry So I don't want to learn to Hold you, touch you Think that you're mine Because it ain't no joy For an uptown boy Whose teacher has told him goodbye, goodbye, goodbye When you were just a stranger And I was at your feet I didn't feel the danger Now I feel the heat That look in your eyes Telling me no So you think that you love me Know that you need me I wrote the song, I know it's wrong Just let me go... And teacher There are things That I don't want to learn Oh the last one I had Made me cry So I don't want to learn to Hold you, touch you Think that you're mine Because it ain't no joy For an uptown boy Whose teacher ha...

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone Thinking of you till it hurts I know you hurt too but what else can we do Tormented and torn apart I wish I could carry your smile in my heart For times when my life feels so low It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know. I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you I know you were right believing for so long I'm all out of love, what am I without you I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong. I want you to come back and carry me home Away from these long lonely nights I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too? Does the feeling seem oh, so right And what would you say if I called on you now And said that I can't hold on?. There's no easy way, it gets harder each day Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone. Oh, what are you thinking of? What are you thinking of? Oh, what are you thinking of? What are you thinking of?.

Every time I think of you I always catch my breath And I'm still standing here And you're miles away And I'm wondering why you left And there's a storm that's raging Through my frozen heart tonight I hear your name in certain circles And it always makes me smile I spend my time Thinking about you And it's almost driving me wild And there's a heart that's breaking Down this long distance line tonight I ain't missing you at all Since you've been gone Away I ain't missing you No matter What I might say There's a message In the wild And I'm sending you This signal tonight You don't know How desperate I've become And it looks like I'm losing this fight In your world I have no meaning Though I'm trying hard To understand And it's my heart that's breaking Down this long distance line tonight I ain't missing you at all Since you've been gone Away I ain't missing you No matter What my friends say And ther...

It was a toxic relationship in many ways and by now, others would have move on... it's just me. My true love was ended not so long ago, where the relationship had a lot of happenings during the last few months, mostly because someone else was also involved... we ended up not even being friends at all. I don't know if it is because I had never forget about her or whatsoever, but I have no more confidence in any relationships or chances stumped upon me. Every time, when I decide I should give myself a new chance into a relationship, I end up remembering that wound, only to realize that it has never been healed ... The pain in the heart, is just like a dagger stabbed into it, ripping it apart, yet no matter how you scream or shout for help, it is of no use because you know very well that the other party that stabbed you doesn't really cares and feels this pain of yours. I am someone who can endure pain from cuts or injury, even sickness when it struck on me, but I think this i...