I Miss You

I've been trying to talk with someone about this for weeks now.. but somehow it never came out of my mouth, even when I thought about it, over and over again...

The more I see you around, the more I miss everything about you. How much I keep trying to think, how much this is gonna last?. It has been months by now, time has already passed by, and yet the whole thing still seems quite fresh in my mind. Maybe it's because I was so deeply attached to you, but that seems a little unfair. In every little thing I do, you're the first person that comes to my mind. It's hard breaking up with someone, I know, and and ain't any easier with so many people telling me that I'm way better without you.

You're not anywhere but, why is that I can hear your voice?.
Why is it I can hear that laugh of yours?.
Why is it I can see your face?.
Why?...

When you were psychically here with me, I seldom acknowledged the fact that I might lose you someday, but now...

I wanna see you.
I wanna hear you.
I wanna spend those lonely times at night with you.
I wanna play cards with you.
I wanna sit and eat those lunches we used to have together.
I wanna come and shop with you.
I wanna hug you.
I wanna see your face.
I wanna hold your hand.
I wanna hug you and smell that smell of yours that I could recognize from far.
I wanna step out from work and see you standing there waiting for me to pick you up.
I wanna see you.
Come back.

I miss you.
Very much.
I miss you, I miss your smile, and I still shed a tear, every once in a while, and even though it's different now, you're still here somehow, but my heart won't let you go, and I need you to know, that I miss you.

I miss you, baby.